Alexsandra Mc Cula

I am disappointed with myself I am disappointed bec. After all this time you still had a hold on me, apparently I cant help it, I try denial, pretending, ignoring, and I even thought that I have dealt with it all ready, I thought I was over you, I cant even Imagine it after 8 years you sill have a hold on me, you bastard let me go let me go let me go, you broken me, you broken in to peaces it so small I cant even fit my on god dame heart, I cant even love the same way I love before, I became the worth version of me, I hated my self … I became My own worst nightmare …. I most be so proud of you self boasting too ever one that this guy this guy is still mine … but some day the hurting that you gave me will slap on your face, someday that woman will come that take away all this sorrow that you gave me, and I will love her so much … that you’ll even wish that you were her. ….Yes some day …………… I will fine her I will find her even even if it kills me.. co’z I want you out of my heart sow bad …. If I only could rip my hart and you memory’s out of my head………. I all ready done it … the moment you gone ………
some day some day .I will find her … And you gone